Lady Of Reckless Abandon: Archive

I'll Pass

Sometimes I look back on the relationships that almost were. The boys I liked, and the boy who liked me. Sometimes the boys who liked me at the same time that I liked them, and I think, did I pass up on something grand? If I had flirted, maybe just a little. (I am completely inept at flirting. A cute guy flirts with me at Walmart and I just smile and say “Have a nice day!” when I...

Feb 4th

empty

I feel so lonely. I am surrounded by a crushing cloud of suffocating solitude. it is all that I feel.

Feb 2nd

Time to Think

Hello Tumblr! It has been a long while since I have been here. I have fallen in love with Pinterest and I am completely and unabashedly addicted to it! I have been spending nearly all the time I used to scroll and blog here, looking at recipes, crafts, and workouts on the “other” website. But that is not all I have been doing. I have had some time to think. I do not have a good...

Feb 1st

Can I just tell you how depressed I am that I lost...

It took me months to settle on the right one. when i saw it, it was like, BAM! here’s The One! & now it is gone.

Jan 8th

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Jan 4th

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Dec 29th

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Dec 28th

160 notes

i still feel like dying.

Dec 25th

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Dec 25th

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Dec 25th

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Dec 25th

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Dec 25th

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Dec 25th

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Dec 25th

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Dec 24th

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I'd care if the person I reblogged this from took...

Dec 24th

57,367 notes

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Can I just cry already and get it over with?

My night, although “enjoyable”, was terrible for me. I hate myself for all the awful things that went through my head. I even, for a fluttering moment, thought of leaving and not coming back, even hurting myself. Now I just want to let the tears flow but they wont come.

Dec 24th

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Dec 21st

2,213 notes

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What is this? Is the sting of singleness creeping back into my heart? Get be hind me Satan! God has the greatest things in store for me. The gentle venom of your lies that silently crawl into my head cannot hurt me. I am growing into a woman after Christ’s own heart. I get to do things now in ministry that would be nearly impossible to do if I had a man to care for. I refuse to whine and...

Dec 21st

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Dec 18th

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Dec 18th

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Dec 18th

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Dec 18th

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Dec 17th

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Dec 17th

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Anonymous asked: <p>I’m a little confused. You said you want another tattoo yet Leviticus 19:28 clearly says, “Do not cut your bodies for the dead, and do not mark your skin with tattoos. I am the Lord.” I don’t understand…</p>

Dec 16th

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Dec 16th

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I’ve made a double batch of Wonderland cookie dough (Family secret recipe,) a double batch of Oatmeal Raisin cookie dough, Peanut Butter cookie dough, and Triple Chocolate Mocha Pecan cookie dough. Still to make Coconut Macaroons, Mama’s Kisses (my mom’s favorite!), S’mores Bars, Chocolate Gooeys, Fruit Thumbprints, and a Cookies-n-Creme cookie for my sister.

Dec 16th